{NEW VISION II}

I went for a very long walk last night in my dreams and there was all these trees and all these animals following me and I was leading them but didn't really want to and I would turn back and look at them and they would stop and then I would keep walking ahead and look back to find them still following me. I did not understand why anyone would want to follow me down any of these roads. I woke up this morning agitated again, in a really pissed off mood which has been how I have been feeling lately, like a stick in the mud, stagnant, no really enjoying what I am doing. I took a bunch of series of naps today and in one of them had a dream that my life was over, this was it. I was at some gate with some person who was asking me if I wanted to stay or if I wanted to go and I chose to stay and then I woke up again in brooklyn. So there must be things I haven't finished doing here yet because I still have this feeling of leaving this body and never coming back. So if your listening and there's still things to do please show me because I have come to the point where I am all out of ideas.